Today, 107 years ago, the Mother met Sri Aurobindo for the first
time.
By way of celebrating the momentous occasion, I post a few
interesting things.
First,
a supremely significant painting along with an extract from the Mother’s diary
note the next day. I call this "a
supremely significant painting" because
Sri Aurobindo was in Baroda (today's Vadodara) as a professor and a vice-principal of a college
when the Mother as Mirra Alfassa, at the age of 27 or so, had this vision
of him in Paris in or around 1905, that is, 9 or 10 years before actually
meeting Sri Aurobindo. This is one more validation of my view that Sri
Aurobindo was a man of destiny and Pondicherry a place of destiny: he was
destined to open a new path and put forth a new vision of the world's
future, and Pondicherry was destined to host him and his Ashram. The
painting is followed by her relevant words in this respect from the Agenda..
Finally, an extract from Satprem's writings.
Well,
I saw him. I experienced what were at once symbolic visions and spiritual
FACTS: absolutely decisive spiritual experiences and facts of meeting and
having a united perception of the Work to be accomplished. And in these visions
I did something I had never done physically: I prostrated before him in the
Hindu manner. All this without any comprehension in the little brain (I mean I
really didn’t know what I was doing or how I was doing it – nothing at all). I
did it, and at the same time the outer being was asking, ‘What is all
this?!’
I wrote the vision down (or perhaps that was later on) but I never
spoke
But
my
something like it would happen.
And it remained in the background of the consciousness, not active,
but constantly present.
As
for Theon, he was European and wore a long purple robe that wasn’t at all like
the one in my vision. (I’m not sure, but I think he was either Polish or
Russian, but more probably Russian, of Jewish descent, and that he was forced
to leave his country; he never said anything about this to anyone, it’s only an
impression.) When I saw him I recognized him as a being of great power. And he
bore a certain likeness to Sri Aurobindo: Theon was about the same size (not a
tall man, of medium height) and thin, slim, with quite a similar profile. But
when I met Theon I saw (or rather I felt) that he was not the man I saw in my
vision because ... he didn’t have that vibration. Yet it was he who first
taught me things, and I went and worked at Tlemcen for two years in a row. But
this other thing was always there in the background of the consciousness.
Then
when Richard came here he met Sri Aurobindo (he was haunted by the idea of meeting
the ‘Master,’ the Guru, the ‘Great Teacher’). Sri Aurobindo was in hiding, seeing
no one, but when Richard insisted, he met him, and Richard returned with a photograph.
It was one of those early photos, with nothing in it. It was empty, the remnants
of the political man, not at all resembling what I had seen – I didn’t recognize
him. ‘It’s strange,’ I said to myself, ‘that’s not it’ (for I saw only his
external appearance, there was no inner contact). But still, I was curious to
meet him. At any rate, I can’t say that when I saw this photograph I felt,
‘He’s the one!’ Not at all. He impressed me as being a very interesting man,
but no more. I came here.... But something in me wanted to meet Sri
Aurobindo all alone the first time. Richard went to him in the morning and I
had an appointment for the afternoon. He was living in the house that’s now
part of the second dormitory, the old Guest House. I climbed up the stairway
and he was standing there, waiting for me at the top of the stairs.... EXACTLY
my vision! Dressed the same way, in the same position, in profile, his head
held high. He turned his head towards me ... and I saw in his eyes that it was He.
The two things clicked (gesture of instantaneous shock), the inner experience immediately
became one with the outer experience and there was a fusion – the decisive
shock.
But
this was merely the beginning of my vision. Only after a series of experiences
– a ten months’ sojourn in Pondicherry, five years of separation, then the
return to Pondicherry and the meeting in the same house and in the same way –
did the
END
of the vision occur.... I was standing just beside him. My head wasn’t exactly
on his shoulder, but where his shoulder was (I don’t know how to explain it –
physically there was hardly any contact). We were standing side by side like
that, gazing out through the open window, and then TOGETHER, at exactly the
same moment, we felt, ‘Now the Realization will be accomplished.’ That the seal
was set and the Realization would be accomplished. I felt the Thing descending
massively within me, with the same certainty I had felt in my vision. From that
moment on there was nothing to say – no words, nothing. We knew it was THAT.
But between these two meetings he participated in a whole series of
experiences,
partly noted in Prayers and
personal segments).
But there was one experience I didn’t speak of there (that is, I didn’t describe it, I put only the conclusion) – the experience where I say ‘Since the man refused I was offering participation in the universal work and the new creation and the man didn’t want it, he refused, and so I now offer it to God ...
I
don’t know, I’m putting it poorly, but this experience was concrete to the
point of being physical. It happened in a Japanese country-house where we were
living, near a lake. There was a whole series of circumstances, events, all
kinds of things – a long, long story, like a novel. But one day I was alone in
meditation (I have never had very profound meditations, only concentrations of
consciousness – Mother makes an abrupt gesture showing a sudden ingathering of
the entire being); and I was seeing.... You know that I had taken on the
conversion of the Lord of Falsehood: I tried to do it through an emanation
incarnated in a physical being [Richard], and the greatest effort was made during
those four years in Japan. The four years were coming to an end with an absolute
inner certainty that there was nothing to be done – that it was impossible, impossible
to do it this way. There was nothing to be done. And I was intensely concentrated,
asking the Lord, ‘Well, I made You a vow to do this, I had said, “Even if it’s
necessary to descend into hell, I will descend into hell to do it....” Now tell
me, what must I do?...’The Power was plainly there: suddenly everything in me
became still; the
whole
external being was completely immobilized and I had a vision of the Supreme ...
more beautiful than that of the Gita. A vision of the Supreme. And this
vision literally gathered me into its arms; it turned towards the West, towards
India, and offered me – and there at the other end I saw Sri Aurobindo. It was
... I felt it physically. I saw, saw – my eyes were closed but I saw (twice I
have had this vision of the Supreme – once here, much later – but this was the
first time) ... ineffable. It was as if this Immensity had reduced itself to a
rather gigantic Being who lifted me up like a wisp of straw and offered me. Not
a word, nothing else, only that.
Then everything vanished.
The next day we began
preparing to return to India.
It
was after this vision, when I returned from Japan, that this meeting with Sri
Aurobindo took place, along with the certainty that the Mission would be
accomplished.
(silence)
Agenda Conversation
dt.December 20, 1961
The Ancient One of evolution
Satprem:
"She had come to hew a path through all that. She was the Ancient One of evolution
who had come to make a new cleft in the old, tedious habit of being a man. She
did not like tedious repetitions, She was the adventuress par excellence – the adventuress
of the earth. She was wrenching out for man the great Possible that was already
beating there, in his primeval clearing, which he believed he had momentarily trapped
with a few machines. She was uprooting a new Matter, free, free from the habit of
inexorably being a man who repeats himself ad infinitum with a few improvements
in the way of organ transplants or monetary exchanges. In fact, She was there
to discover what would happen after materialism and after spiritualism, these
prodigal twin brothers. Because Materialism is dying in the West for the same
reason that Spiritualism is dying

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